I keep trying to forget her, but I realized... Not only is it impossible, but I dont want to. I wont let what she has become take away all the happiness she gave me before. Im going to remember her with a fond smile, because that is no less than what she deserved.
For those that never knew her, she was a kind, funny, loud and quirky person. She tended to be loud and vulgar, but despite that deep down she was one of the most sweet and caring people you could ever meet.
I remember clearly all her jokes, all the times she was there for me, all the times I was there for her, all the good times we had together. Ultimately, despite how it ended, Im glad to have known her.
I will keep smiling when I see Frozen, Naan bread, glowsticks and everything else that reminds me of what we had.
Nothing could take away those happy memories. Not even the girl herself.
But, its time to move on. Just like with the death of a person, eventually you have to stop mourning and let go, and I have. I will never forget her, though, and I will cherish every happy memory of her. Its the least I can do, for someone as absolutely wonderful as she was.